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Willowkit17

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I'm back

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I'm sorry about my prolonged hiatus, everyone!  But I'm back.  I would have a great drawing to show you, but I gave it away before remembering to take a picture of it xD  My summer has had it's ups and downs, and I'm excited to start school in 12 days...ALSO TO TURN 16 in 20 DAYS!  My birthday is September 17th and I can't wait...Also I'm dating this amazing guy now and he's super nice plus he plays the baritone saxophone in my highschool's marching band and I'm kinda obsessed with him because I've been crushing on him since October and always thought he was wayyy out of my league ^-^  But yeah, I'm back so be prepared for some drawings before too long, plus some new writing =D
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I want to die.  I got suspended for the first time ever because i had weed (a small amount) in my backpack at school (oops).  I didn't even know it was there.  To make things worse I was hanging out with a guy friend.  He knew my judgement was impared and he promised not to take advantage of my slowed reactions and lack of weaponry.  He ended up raping me that same night.  Later saying that i was too tempting.  I waited a day to tell my friends, i wasnt going to tell them but you can only hear "its not rape if you like it", etc, so many times before you reach a breaking point.  Rape jokes, no longer funny to me in any way.  So yeah, my first trouble and two days later i get raped.  Lovely.  I blamed myself.  I felt guilty.  I feel weak.  But i told my friends and i know that even if i am weak alone, if i tell them who did it, well, lets just say 'weak' and 'alone' will not be the words to use.  I dont want to say who it was but if he tries it again i know that i will.  But ill warn him if i have to.  Ill say hey don't, my friends already want to kill you do i need to give them your name?
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birthday(s)!

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September 17th.  Wow.  Well it's my birthday.  You know I used to wonder why a birthday wasn't celebrating the day you were conceived but I guess thats more of a yay to your parents, where as you should celebrate the day you came into this world.  Though I believe you should celebrate every day that you remain in this world, because it can be a tough thing to do.  Well, happy birthday to me, and happy birthday the my OC Panya who is now (holy shit) 20 years old.  This year I have learned and gained many things.  I learned who some of my "friends and family" really are.  I learned to view the glass as full, of both air and water as you must have the good and the bad, not just one or the other.  Life isn't perfect, that's the bottom line.  I've improved (so much!) on my drawing skills.  And you know, besides making and losinh friends, I met (okay i met him last year and got with him 2 or 3 months before my last birthday but mehh) the first person I've actually loved, and I think meeting him, being with him, it's amazing.  He's the only person who I believe when he says I'm beautiful,  the only one who doesn't nag me about my hair, style or other 'life choices'.  I guess, all in all, it's been a wonderful year.
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Hey

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Hey everyone.  Guess who has pale skin and refused to wear sunscreen 4 of 5 days on a camping trip?  Guess who hurts every time she lays down?  That's right, the idiot is me.  Having a great summer though, bye~
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Summer time!

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School is out for summer!  Summer break is one of my favorite times of year.  I love to go to the beach, to go swimming, to draw, play video games, have sleep-overs, go camping, and of course later on go shopping for new school clothes!  I really just can't wait for all the fun stuff I have planned.  And, when summer does end, I'll be a freshmen, be getting my driving permit and be in a whole new school, in a whole new district, with new people meet and places explore!  Hopefully I'll squeeze in some time for drawing this summer, but I have a lot going on.  Anyway, just felt like giving an update of my crazy life, which, by the way, is taking a turn for the better.  I found out something that scared me in the last week, but I've kind of gotten over it.  My boyfriend has been treating me like a princess and promises a phone call everyday once I move, too.  I figure that my life is good, over-all, and I've just got to take what life gives me with little complaint because there are people in worse situations.  Before I go I just wanted to say Happy early Father's Day.  My dad has raised me for a long time, and even though I'm moving in with my mom soon (so he's worried/sad/angry) it doesn't mean I don't love him, wish him the best, and thank him for everything hes done for me.  Even in rough times, a dad is someone you can rely on, he'll help you out, at least, that's who my dad is.  Well, bye for now, and blessed be your lives.

P.S. Anybody want to check out my final project from 8th grade?  It was a language arts assignment on how people's human rights have been violated.  My peers chose things like the Holocaust, Child Abuse, Elder Abuse, Slavery, and my topic, Sexual Orientation Issues. It was a prezzi presentation with a speech in front of my class of 30-some students.  Here's a link if you'd like to see my work: prezi.com/joby0s5blgpc/sexual-…
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